Hi, sorry for not replying you immediately. How are you these days?
Why are you feel so bad about your own name? I'm sure that your parents had their own intention when they gave you that name and there' re always alot of reasons for you to appreciate it. I'm sixteen years old too and now I'm studying in Hanoi. As we are of the same age, you can call me Ngoc, or FF, which is my assumed name. : )