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[Coco99]

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I decide to create myself an online diary as I feel like I need somewhere to lightly express myself in some sort of way that I nor anyone would not understand. As being a part of this everything, I am gonna try my best in all kind of shots anyway. I am happy as I am owning what I am having and I also regret at some of my decisions. I really want to evom. I want to find new friendships and accept with what I have. Today, I realised I was acting differently to normal, like, I am more independent and stuff, being more popular. I finished a book today like literall reading the 'rouge' part in the middle of people I was proud of myself that I could control myself

I don't understand how I am being an absolute show off sometime, I don't even learn properly and stuff, I am like never ever completed my goals, even one
I better change, I guess

I am really looking forward to see what I can do. I am so lost and being so negative to myself
Cheers!

Something I did when I felt like I was a bit introvert.

Oui oui gonna try!
Yep yep I won't cry!
Ja ja take the shot!.
Sim sim reach my dream!

Looking ahead see where I am at
Try to forget the pain in the past
I won't regret to what I've crashed
To take the rest in peace at last

On my way to the shore.
Saw the sorrow far down there
Got the taste of the sore
More than ever, wanted to care.

The crêpe is for the maid
The death is for the wait
The day is for the night
But the fate just can't be made.

Dimsim is a rich gold colour
Creaming is a rich silver white
Living is a hold on so tight
Dreaming is a forget real life.

Lacking love is unfortunate
Cracking heart is just a bad day
Sacking smart is just a waste
Hacking laugh is been betrayed.

It was not too bad. We had Athletics day and I was just like, nope, I am not going. Anyway, I am not an anti social sometime, I don't even know what I am trying to say. I don't know >.< Arghhh, I am like so mad at myself for the moment. I mean I'll just try my best anyway.

Will you wait for me forever...

 

[Coco99]

I can't think. My life is such a mystery that even I can't figure it out. I am just like skipping on a bridge, go over a large river and dont enjoy the company it gives me. I just walk without knowing when to stop and like there is no frickin' end. Things just come and come and come like a dangerous wave loading without warning, and I am like an obsticle, such a dificulty to stop the waves bashing into me...
I need to let my snoitome out, really need to evom and really want to yrc.
This thing got me insane.

 

[Coco99]

I am exhausted with this whole thing. Everything just like got out of my control. I am sort of driffting in the middle of nowhere, hoping for... I found that things are getting worse as I am just floating elsewhere.

At lease I still 've got to cheer up, I don't know but I found this place is like a silent r c. It really got me and I mean that things won't change anyway. Hope it will and I should be thankful for what I have, I supposed.

I am sort of done with these things, I want to chill so much, like literally just a.h. would do. Being legit.
I am so used to the darkness with small dewed light that is out of reach.

I'am a nothing at all...

 

[Coco99]

- I'm actually not funny, I'm just mean and people think I'm joking.
- Dear Karma, I have a list of people you missed.
- If you don't want a sarcastic answer, don't ask a stupid question.
- I'm sorry I hurt your feelings when I call you stupid. I really thought you already knew.
- Unless your name is Google, stop acting like you know everything.
- Happily ever is so once upon a time!
- My alone time is your sometime safety.
- I don't need you, I have Wifi.
- I'm not rude. I am just say what everyone else is thinking.
- I run on coffee, sarcasm, lipstick and high heels!
This is not me -_-
Just a bunch of quotes as I am being an introvert.