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Wednesday, 1/4/2020
April fool's day comes
Everything is usual, nobody tricks me and I tricks nobody
After 5 days off, I finally get a ton of homework to do
Everything will be fine again

The journey of revising Physics has been started
I don't know when I can finish this journey. Haizzzz
I also realize how lazy I was in 5 days and how I wasted time in... film

All the motivation I have was blown far away

Tuesday, 7/4/2020
After a chain of the rainy day, there was ultimately some rays of sunshine
All things haven't changed so much, I was still in the cycle of getting up, eating and doing homework
I had a chance to persuade my teacher to let me out the excellent -English student team but I lost
I didn't know whether I could be bored when starting studying
Anyway, I will do my best

The process of ' trùng tu kiến thức Vật Lý' hasn't been really good much due to my laziness and constant homework from other teachers

Endless tests have been given and I am so frustrated
" Thà đi học còn sướng hơn ở nhà. Mong sao mau hết dịch"
If I have to write a diary about my quarantine time, it will be a basic one because nothing special happens to me
Haizzz

Friday, April 10, 2020
Hôm nay tôi lười...
Having no motivation, I didn't fancy to do sth productive
I kicked Physics homework into the long grass, so I can relax, listen to non-lyrical music while reading book " Chicken soup for the soul"
Let feel OK, it's almost weekend

Monday, April 13, 2020
A new week began
And I found a new motivation.....
Violin
It's so amazing
And I discover a new philosophy: A man with a normal appearance can become a handsome man if he has a talent
ItsAMonney

Wednesday, April 15, 2020
Listen to my grandma's stories about her life when she was young
How difficult it is
How miserable she is
The difficulties she came through, it was like a dark time of her life
I saw a tolerate woman with a warm heart
She... alone...brought up three children
A strong woman with an admirable mindset
Listen to her, I fell so regret about.... what I had done
I didn't obey, I made her become angry...
I wanna say:
I love u, my grandma

Thursday, April 30, 2020
30/4- The Liberation Day
As it is a holiday, I relax a little bit
No studying on HN2, no maths, no stress.... ahahaaa
Feeling freaking great
Webtoon- a new comic website I've found out
So great ....kkkkk
Rarely do I have a Thursday like that

Sunday, May 24, 2020
A peaceful sunday without stress. So relieved (just have finishing " CĐ" exam)
Today is also the beginning of harvest season
Listening to the stories from my neighbor about rice harvest in the past, I felt so lucky...
Because I was born in a better world
Not to do much, just lay around and do something normal
A little bit bore, but better

Monday, June 22, 2020
The first day of the final term II exam began...
And I felt not good much, actually extremely depressed and... I cried
Cuz my Biology result was not good, quite low, only 5.75 though I did my best to study
That was not the result I want... My expectation was much higher, at least is 8
That broke up my hope, made me angry, extremely uncomfortable. I felt something in the middle of my throat that I can swallow..
The feeling of being not better than others controls me and I acted like a crazy person

Then, I turned on the mild, non-lyric music to make me calm
Listening to a female YouTuber talking about how she overcomes the bad grades
.... I am better...

Looking at myself, I saw how weak and fragile I was... And I think:

Everything that happened can't be fixed. The only thing I can do is try to be better next time...
And if I keep these bad feelings, I can't concentrate to revise other subjects.
The future still waits for me... Be optimistic!


People said " Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid"
That's true. And I should listen to this. I am not good at Biology, why I have to be sad at my result. I have tried my best to do the test, I have not copied anyone.

I hope who reads these lines can overcome your sadness and cheer up. Let's think forward and everything will be fine

Sunday, November 15, 2020
A rainy day with chilly winds
However, it almost passed
A little sad and depressed
For the mistake I made
In the English test
Not because I do not know how to do
It's due to my carelessness

Though, I knew from experience to do better

Sun, Oct 3, 2021
Welcome back to my online diary
.....
Today marked by a special event
PARENTS' MEETING
My dad was informed by my bad studying performance
I was down to 24th rank in my class
From a top 5 student to be like that, it was so shocking...
But he seemed not to be angry or depressed
He smiled and gave me some advice though my grandma was a little sarcastic
....
That made me feel a little bit comfortable
Through some words of my father, I also knew that my headteacher was also disappointed in me
It was not strange that a caring teacher like her had a feeling like that
I deeply apologized to you for your effort and belief wasted in me...

But I will change... to be better. I will never let that situation continue for too long...

Wed, Dec 15, 2021
Right now I am hitting the book to prepare for the final-term exam
But I can't focus 100%
My mind can't take off the worries about the results...
Moreover, I was a little shocked about the flow of continuous exams
Next week, on Christmas ( Day 25), I will sit the HSG exam... while I haven't prepared much...
Yet, I try to calm myself down...
Everyone will have to experience pressure and so do I.
It is just an exam, just do your best
Let the result be, don't panic
Let's do everything that you can and you won't regret
.....
Now, turn on some music and let's study